The Home Feeling

One of my favorite books of all time is called Laddie. It is about a large family, set in the early American time period. In one part of the book, they are standing on a point that overlooks their whole property, discussing some of the trials they have faced, and the many things they have overcome, until now they can see the fruits of their labors in their land. They had started with nothing and now they have ownership of this beautiful land, their home, and their family. One of the characters calls this feeling the "home feeling". It is a feeling of ultimate peace, joy, and contentment.

The last 2 days or so I have felt the "home feeling". I feel as if I can see everything we have gone through together as a family thus far, and I am standing at a point overlooking it all, and feeling this ultimate feeling. I can see the purpose for it all, and I am just content to be today. My family makes me happy. I am so content with where we are now and my heart is spilling over with joy. What a glorious feeling. I just want to feel this way always, and I believe there will come a day when I will. But for now, I am going to enjoy it while it lasts. I wish I could give this joy to everyone.

We are under contract for a home, and are supposed to close the end of March. We will see what happens. Hopefully the financing will pull through. I wish for all of you to have a fabulous day! As soon as I find my camera, I will post some long overdue pictures.

Reflections

Clarence and I have been married for almost 13 years and we have never had a house. We have always lived in a modular home or rented, which is perfectly fine with me. I could have worked and had a house but it has always been more important to me to be home with my children. Because the markets have plummeted, Clarence has a higher paying job, and we now have four children in a 2 bedroom apartment, we recently made the decision to begin house hunting. We have been house hunting for about a month or so, and have found the house that we want. However, yesterday, about 60 percent of my husband's company was cut to part time hours for a while. This did not affect my husband, yet. The fear engulfs me at times, yet in quiet moments we still feel good about offering on this house. All of this hardship around me actually is causing me to feel extremely grateful for the blessings we do have. What is a house and things really? The real wealth that I have is a loving husband who takes care of me, 4 beautiful children, a wonderful extended family and many amazing friendships. I am also grateful for the experiences of life that are helping me to turn to the Savior and rely on Him more fully. I am excited about the opportunities coming our way.

I just have a spare minute or two, but I wanted to post a few pictures. Maybe in a day or two I will have some time to do a real post. Notice Oliver's cheeks. I just want to squish them daily. He's so fun!







Here is one of all the kids ready to go to church.